~ Chapter 4: A small little random ranting. ~

[Currently listening to 'Ceremony' by New Order.]

~ Alright, usually I don't do rantings, as there are many good things in my life to be thankful for, but let's allow me some b*tching room, 'k?

For one, I am now over this unlikely, inconstant thing called 'men'. I can safely say that, after going through many a drama with rejections and feeling like as if I'm probably nothing more than a possible sex toy from hell waiting to happen to many men I've faced in recent times, men are nothing more than hounds. B*st*rds if you will. In any case, hopeless snots. And I can find lots more to call them.

With the exception of my few close best guy buddies, of course. But that's besides the point.

I am also a bit peeved that there are many guys that apparently look out for the 'prettier' sort of gals. Geez, like I'm just some piece of a*s that ain't cute! For once, people, try not to focus on appearance so much and open your mind.

Of course, no one really listens much to that advice. So the men look for the sexiest pieces of a*s to hang around.

You can tell that, this is me in a very bad mood.

If ever there was a guy that tried to get me to go to bed with him, and he was particularly creepy in appearance, or if he thought I was just some hot little whore, or if he even tries to ask me out nowadays, I can only respond as such, the last two lines from New Order's wonderful song that is 'Your Silent Face'--

'You've caught me at a bad time
So why don't you piss off?'

...there. I think that, for the moment, I feel much better now. ~

~ 'Sunshine'