~ Chapter 4: A small little random ranting. ~

[Currently listening to 'Ceremony' by New Order.]

~ Alright, usually I don't do rantings, as there are many good things in my life to be thankful for, but let's allow me some b*tching room, 'k?

For one, I am now over this unlikely, inconstant thing called 'men'. I can safely say that, after going through many a drama with rejections and feeling like as if I'm probably nothing more than a possible sex toy from hell waiting to happen to many men I've faced in recent times, men are nothing more than hounds. B*st*rds if you will. In any case, hopeless snots. And I can find lots more to call them.

With the exception of my few close best guy buddies, of course. But that's besides the point.

I am also a bit peeved that there are many guys that apparently look out for the 'prettier' sort of gals. Geez, like I'm just some piece of a*s that ain't cute! For once, people, try not to focus on appearance so much and open your mind.

Of course, no one really listens much to that advice. So the men look for the sexiest pieces of a*s to hang around.

You can tell that, this is me in a very bad mood.

If ever there was a guy that tried to get me to go to bed with him, and he was particularly creepy in appearance, or if he thought I was just some hot little whore, or if he even tries to ask me out nowadays, I can only respond as such, the last two lines from New Order's wonderful song that is 'Your Silent Face'--

'You've caught me at a bad time
So why don't you piss off?'

...there. I think that, for the moment, I feel much better now. ~

~ 'Sunshine'

~ Chapter 3: Daaaaang! About time I updated this. ~

Currently listening to ['Love Will Tear Us Apart' by Joy Division]

~ Hey folks. How about the revival of the Blogspot SKC? For starters, an update on an old post...

1. Single or taken? STILL single.
2. Do you have a crush on anyone? Yes.
3. Do they know? Maybe.
4. Do you flirt a lot? Not really. I'm still not the best flirt in town.
6. Do cheaters deserve a 2nd chance? Probably not...
7. Serious or Fun-loving? Does both count?
8. Humor or Romance? Can I pick both!?
9. Dark or light hair? One has dark hair, the other has light hair.
[HEY! Where the fook is Question 10!?]
11. Do you kiss strangers? Uh, does it look like I kiss and tell?
12.Do you hug strangers? ...what kind of girl do you take me for?
13. With who and how long was your longest relationship? Two years, ex-fiance/now best friend.
14. Do you believe in kissing when you are not together yet? *no comment*
15. Do you think about the opposite sex a lot? Uhm... yeah?
16. Have you ever slept at a friend of the opposite sex's house? Yep.
17. Do you tell your friends they are hot? Every once in a while, depending on the friend, yes.
18. Would you rather have a sweet, clever guy/girl or a wild, funny guy/girl? WHY CAN'T I HAVE BOTH!?!?
19.Have you ever liked someone a lot who didn't like you back? But of course...
20. Do you feel comfortable joking with your friends who are the opposite sex? Absofreckin'lutely.
21. Chocolates or flowers? A bit of both. However [comma] I don't get either often so, when I do it's kinda special. Depends on the person who got them for me though.
22. Have you ever been in the friends-with-benefits situation? Ugh... yep.
23. Teddy Bear or Card? Both, please!!!
24. Would it be sweet or annoying if someone of the opposite sex called just to say hi? Sweet. VERY sweet.
25. Ever felt like your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't like you? At least once. 'Cause I'm paranoid like that. *grin*
26. Ever been cheated on? Unfortunately, yes.
27. Ever done the cheating? Only once, I swear!
28. Ever cried over a break up? Absolutely.
29. Ever kissed or hugged your girlfriend/boyfriend in front of a parent? Yep.
30. Do you believe in miracles? Yes, whenever they happen. *sigh*
31. Is it easy for you to get over people who were special to you? Unfortunately, no.
32. Have you ever made a birthday wish or blew on a dandelion? Yep. Both.
33. Have you ever had your heart broken? ALMOST ALL THE TIME!!!

The Official Two Word Survey:1. Yourself: quite strange
2. Your car: still red
3. Your Hair: medium, curly
4. Your mother: which one?
5. Your father: is alright
6. Your Favorite Item: cell phone
7. Your Dream Last Night: Stephen Morris!
8. Your Favorite Drink: wa-ter!
9. Your Dream Home: my apartment!
10. The Room You Are In: computer lab
11. Your Pet: [not applicable!]
12. Your fear: unrequited love
13. Where You Want to be in Ten Years: loved, okay?
14. Who you hung out with last night: dancing buddy
15. What You're Not: suicidally depressed
16. Your Best Friend: many friends
17. One of Your Wish List Items: Prince Charming
18. Your Gender: all girl!!!
19. The Last Thing You Did: uh, this?
20. What You Are Wearing: goth outfit
21. Your Favorite Weather: chilly/sunny
22. Your Favorite Book: the Bible
23. The Last Thing You Ate: tasty oatmeal
24. Your Life: sorta sucks
25. Your Mood: is WHA!?
26. The last person you talked to on the phone: is mad...

1. WHAT MADE YOU SMILE YESTERDAY? Going to Temple [I'm an Episcopalian but have wonderful Jewish friends!] and going Line-dancing after
2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8 THIS MORNING? I was lost in a miserability daze
3. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 15 MINUTES AGO? Updating my Blogspot blog stuff
4. SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN 1995? That was the last time I went to Disney World!!!
5. LAST THING YOU SAID ALOUD? Oh f*ck...
6. HOW MANY DIFFERENT THINGS DID YOU DRINK TODAY? So far, one. Water.
7. WHERE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND RIGHT NOW? Depends on which one you're talking about.
8. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR TOOTHBRUSH? Blue and white.
9. WHAT IS OUT YOUR BACK DOOR? I don't have a back door! I live in an apartment now, right?
10. LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? Yesterday's lunch.
11. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? ...I don't remember! Fook!
12. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR FRONT DOOR? Wood.
13. WHERE DO YOU KEEP YOUR CHANGE? In a light-purple drawstring pouch.
14. WHATS THE WEATHER LIKE TODAY? Surprisingly nice
15. BEST ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Anything mostly chocolate, except for mocha. Ick.
16. SOMETHING YOU'RE EXCITED ABOUT? Tonight--I get to visit family and a friend of mine, and then I go out dancing!
17. LAST RAINBOW YOU SAW? Early last month, I think...
18. WHAT SIZE SHOE DO YOU WEAR? 7 1/2.
19. DO YOU HAVE ANY SISTERS? Yep.
20. ARE YOU VERY RANDOM? I can be! *grin*
21. DO YOU WANT TO CUT YOUR HAIR? Not at this point in time. I'm growing it out.
22. ARE YOU OVER THE AGE OF 22? Yep. 23 now.
23. DO YOU TALK A LOT? Do I? *LOL*
24. DO YOU WATCH THE OC? Nope.
25. WHAT DAY DOES YOUR SCHOOL END THIS YEAR? You mean what did DID my Senior Year end?
26. DOES YOUR SCREEN NAME HAVE AN '' X '' IN IT? Nope.
27. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE CALLED STEVE? You mean the Greek guitarist from Evongale!? Heck yeah!!
28. DO YOU MAKE UP YOUR OWN WORDS? Every so often. *grin*
29. ARE YOU TICKLISH? Very. VERY. Ticklish.
30. ARE YOU TYPICALLY A JEALOUS PERSON? Used to be.

...whew! I hope this serves some sort of justice for the latest. ~